I'm Busy

The door was slightly opened and the sign "Happy Birthday Daddy!" inside the office made me think about home.

Dad is getting a pay cut and soon be a retiree. Sister still have to study.

It's not going to be easy. But I'll figure a way out.

... I always do. Sometimes =D

Recently, I was a bit troubled about how my Dad was. I know he's okay and all but... there's always this tiny little feeling at the corner of the heart that keeps worrying and make your stomach fizzy... urrgh!


Craving already for junk food...

The first thing I got was a Mc Spicy meal w/ cheese and a cheeseburger... and oreo bubble tea at Pasir Ris. It's heavenly!

"Hi, you nak makan meal aper?" said the McD's counter girl. Lucky I didn't laugh at her face. It's weird and funny... and what the fuck was that?! Even Malaysian McD don't say quite that. LOL!

But still, I need cookies & cream ice-cream... exciting movies... strawberry smoothie... more fast food... picnics... and I want to take pictures of beautiful scenery with people in it. Heh! I think, that'll be it. For now.

Training this week was extra physically demanding! And this week is just a little break... in a few hours I'll be going back. Well, I'm darker by the days. Not Indian Mexican, not Chinese Mexican eh eh! Haha. I think I like today. I think it's good... except for the no dinner part.

6 more weeks to go baby! ^_^


"Saufi, kau makin gelap eh! Macam keling." said mother when I'm having dinner. Basterd gila... haha.

Endurance

Weekend is my remedy.

I'm having blisters on a blister. Jamming sessions almost every weekend. Shagged legs everyday. Sleepy everytime I keep myself still. And I haven't seen orchard this month.

Keep going.

And I

Am Craving for junk food. Kinda sick of chicken. Finally it's weekends. Lucky got no guard duties. Well training is normal. Like normally a soldier would train. Haven't been to the medic or caught falling out of training. I feel like watching movies. Anything good that's on cinemas.

Ok, I need to buy some supplies.

If I had

I'll be back in camp yet again for another episode of...

WHATEVER.


If I had a girl, she will play a big part during my nights at camp. Someone to smoothen things out, at least on the phone. It's like, everyday I'll be hearing only guys voices and seeing guys. A girl is good. HAHAHA! Really. I don't want turn into gay perverts.

If I had a girl, I'll stick the tiny photo on the underside of the double deck bed on top just to see before I sleep. I'll just have more of them to complete the square on the bed grill.

Okay, okay... I got no girl for about 2 years already. And I don't fall in love easily. But...

"Kalau dapat matair confirm setia!"

Well, at least I don't cheat and having someone else just to forget the ex. That's the worse ever.

And the good part is I'm not searching for just a girl, but a potential wife. Scary enough? I just see myself with responsibility heading towards me. So might as well to be open about it. It's going to happen anyways.


"What's difference between a bench and a matrep?"
"A bench could support a family while a matrep can't"

haha!



Damn it.

An hour till I meet the mates for lunch before booking in.

4 days till I'm out, hopefully.


"'cause you don't have the time to notice the obvious."

Booked Out

Orion’s belt & other constellations.

Changi Airport & glowing Singapore.

Beautiful beach calm breeze.

The anthem. The speech.

The marching. The songs.

Delicious packet food.

Down to the ground & dirt.

With my rifle and brothers.

I swear that I did tear a bit when I swore to protect my love ones.

‘Cause I’m thinking about my dad in hospital and mom at home alone.

If i have a girlfriend, I’ll think about her too.

It's kinda weird but it’s a responsibility.



"Go back home and embrace them. Hug them. Go back to them strong and come back even stronger." - 2LT Abd Rashid


I'm always forever ready.

Soldier Boy

Good morning Tekong!

I'll be out by 8am.

I'm All At Sea

A clean desktop and a new messenger skin

=D