Burnt Red

Haunted camp. Ghost stories & sightings. Statements. Cold nights. Nasty breakfast. Sun burnt. Rehersals. CSSCOM C.O.C Parade. 3 days OFF. And i don't know what to do with it. Safra card is here. Discounts. Weekends. Wash clothes. I want to go out.

Reunion

And that's today's graduation day. A sort off reunion. Officially a diploma holder in Integrated Facility Design & Management.

Anxiously

Next week, is to Sembawang Camp for rehearsals and the actual at Kranji Camp for the Change of Command parade... representing the east side of the transport battalion. I can't wait.



Cute stuff

Bootleg

Just now there a bunch of smiling gay-ass people sessioning and webcaming(?)



guest starring, Luffy with the bongo.

Today is SHIT.

On normal days I usually don't give a damn about anything. Today, I feel shit. I tried to kick my group mate 'cause he's always LOL-ing everytime literally to anything. Irritating to the max. I told my instructor to zip his mouth while he was teaching 'cause he's too long winded. I elbowed everyone in the bus just to get my seat 'cause everyone won't just move their asses. I purposely stomp the foot of a fat Ah Pek smell of urine with my boots twice in the bus just as I'm alighting. And I walked home from the interchange 'cause I'm broke.

Today is SHIT.

Pontianak

Another same old shit's gonna happen this coming week. Except I'll be moving to those trucks for maintenance. sigh.



I'm just bored.

Flow

Day in. Day out. Sembawang Camp. Exhausts. Oil. Smoke. Lectures. Lunch & tea breaks. Weekends coming. Mayday.



Bmx seems fun.

Manipulation

Speak No Evil.

Happy Camper

Today. Wake up. Brush teeth. Smoke. Breakfast. Smoke. Get dressed. Smoke. Around 1km run. Walk to street soccer court. Soccer match. Walked back. Smoke. Bathe. Smoke. Hang around the vending machine. Nap. Woke up. Smoke. Waiting game. Smoke. Lecture. Lunch. Smoke. Slacking. Nap. Woke up. Smoke. Lecture. Dinner. Nights off.

I'm bored till god knows when. . .

LMAO!

Driver posting at Selarang Camp. Monday 8am reporting in. Anxious. Lazy.

Just now, dinner at Brewerks. Fish and chips. Buffalo wings. Potato Skins. Golden Ale. Plaza Singapura. Saw Jean Danker. Very random. Movie. Kick-Ass. No seats. Cathay Cineplex. Front seats. Neck pain. Funny. Soft-core. Nice show. Taxi ride home.

Facebook. Social City. Build police station & Art Gallery. LOL! Sleeping soon.

Goodnight!



If I have a wife this stylish...

Pitch Bending

Goodbye

7 days of block leave to enjoy before the next phase.

Splitting Nails

For the past 3 days I'm sick, even way before. I missed the 24km route march, the parade, the Kodak moments with the mates. I POP-ed at home, down with a fucking high fever and packets of pills. Part of me wants to stay but damn it I was too sick to even carry my own bag for another click.

The once in a lifetime event of photos of me aren't there. No memories. Disappointed. Can't help it but to suck it up. There's always others right? Hmm...

I'm getting better already. I can feel the fever is wearing off. But the cough is bloody irritating. I think I screwed up my knees. Everytime I bend them and wanted to straighten them out it hurts badly. CB!

Ahhh, nevermind. It's a week of civilian holiday life for me. I hope I got into a good posting *cross fingers*

Goodbye Paris and ferry rides for now.

Long Days

Thursday, the mates and me swarmed the McDonalds just to eat McSpicy with cheese. I swear it's spreading like a disease in camp. Almost everyone know, even the commanders. We were animals. Eating till midnight with our stomach at full power. Still wanting more.


This is what happen when you're not out of camp for 3 weeks. Like an ass. I miss my parents and friends. I miss taking photos. I miss the outside world and being a civilian.

Well, I turn down the offer for the L4D session last Friday with the commanders and platoon mates. I just miss jamming. Itchy finger. Itchy this and that. Damn, it feels good to get on the drums again.


and... congratulations Andy! May the force be with you.

Sometimes

Old times are remembered.

Feasting

Singapore Discovery Centre in the morning and lunch at Billy Bombers.

Betty's Roast Chicken for main course and...


Bomber's Sundae. It's vanilla, strawberry & chocolate with trix cereal. Yummy! The cherry's gone first. Hahaha!

I swear the deserts there are nice... and they sell some ben & jerry ice-creams. Next time, it's the brownie and vanilla ice-cream with chocolate sauce that Park had.

Just Nothing

A challenging week. A satisfying week. Avoided fever for 5 days now. I want to get over and done with. I'm cut from the outside world. Still having big appetite. 12 more days till my mom see me at the parade. Just some blisters and chipped nails. Muscles tighten and jelly like. But still can walk.


And I call fat people wild boar.

Mission Man

Out in the jungle, on Thursday, we sat down with our painted faces...

everyone teared when we received letters from our love ones.

A simple love letter is enough for me. I think about her more than anyone at that moment. Even more about how things are going to be like in the future.


I replied: "I always prayed for you to be okay everyday. I promised to take care of you when I'm out of the army an get a good job to support you. Sorry, this letter is full of dirt and stains."


I've been telling to myself everyday since that I'm always on a mission.

Hiatus

Good morning!~

6 hours and I'm off. I'll be out field. And hiatus from my phone. So, leave me nice messages =P

Offside

Lunch with Qiqi. No McSpicy but Zinger is good too. ^_^ Nice to know she love the present that I long to give. 50 bucks on army supplies. Got an irritating cough. Voice is about to give way sooner or later.

Now watch the video that I posted.

Down Week

... like so fast like that. Hahaha!

Was down with fever the whole week. Miss trainings.

It sucks. It's boring.

I'm Busy

The door was slightly opened and the sign "Happy Birthday Daddy!" inside the office made me think about home.

Dad is getting a pay cut and soon be a retiree. Sister still have to study.

It's not going to be easy. But I'll figure a way out.

... I always do. Sometimes =D

Recently, I was a bit troubled about how my Dad was. I know he's okay and all but... there's always this tiny little feeling at the corner of the heart that keeps worrying and make your stomach fizzy... urrgh!


Craving already for junk food...

The first thing I got was a Mc Spicy meal w/ cheese and a cheeseburger... and oreo bubble tea at Pasir Ris. It's heavenly!

"Hi, you nak makan meal aper?" said the McD's counter girl. Lucky I didn't laugh at her face. It's weird and funny... and what the fuck was that?! Even Malaysian McD don't say quite that. LOL!

But still, I need cookies & cream ice-cream... exciting movies... strawberry smoothie... more fast food... picnics... and I want to take pictures of beautiful scenery with people in it. Heh! I think, that'll be it. For now.

Training this week was extra physically demanding! And this week is just a little break... in a few hours I'll be going back. Well, I'm darker by the days. Not Indian Mexican, not Chinese Mexican eh eh! Haha. I think I like today. I think it's good... except for the no dinner part.

6 more weeks to go baby! ^_^


"Saufi, kau makin gelap eh! Macam keling." said mother when I'm having dinner. Basterd gila... haha.

Endurance

Weekend is my remedy.

I'm having blisters on a blister. Jamming sessions almost every weekend. Shagged legs everyday. Sleepy everytime I keep myself still. And I haven't seen orchard this month.

Keep going.

And I

Am Craving for junk food. Kinda sick of chicken. Finally it's weekends. Lucky got no guard duties. Well training is normal. Like normally a soldier would train. Haven't been to the medic or caught falling out of training. I feel like watching movies. Anything good that's on cinemas.

Ok, I need to buy some supplies.

If I had

I'll be back in camp yet again for another episode of...

WHATEVER.


If I had a girl, she will play a big part during my nights at camp. Someone to smoothen things out, at least on the phone. It's like, everyday I'll be hearing only guys voices and seeing guys. A girl is good. HAHAHA! Really. I don't want turn into gay perverts.

If I had a girl, I'll stick the tiny photo on the underside of the double deck bed on top just to see before I sleep. I'll just have more of them to complete the square on the bed grill.

Okay, okay... I got no girl for about 2 years already. And I don't fall in love easily. But...

"Kalau dapat matair confirm setia!"

Well, at least I don't cheat and having someone else just to forget the ex. That's the worse ever.

And the good part is I'm not searching for just a girl, but a potential wife. Scary enough? I just see myself with responsibility heading towards me. So might as well to be open about it. It's going to happen anyways.


"What's difference between a bench and a matrep?"
"A bench could support a family while a matrep can't"

haha!



Damn it.

An hour till I meet the mates for lunch before booking in.

4 days till I'm out, hopefully.


"'cause you don't have the time to notice the obvious."

Booked Out

Orion’s belt & other constellations.

Changi Airport & glowing Singapore.

Beautiful beach calm breeze.

The anthem. The speech.

The marching. The songs.

Delicious packet food.

Down to the ground & dirt.

With my rifle and brothers.

I swear that I did tear a bit when I swore to protect my love ones.

‘Cause I’m thinking about my dad in hospital and mom at home alone.

If i have a girlfriend, I’ll think about her too.

It's kinda weird but it’s a responsibility.



"Go back home and embrace them. Hug them. Go back to them strong and come back even stronger." - 2LT Abd Rashid


I'm always forever ready.

Soldier Boy

Good morning Tekong!

I'll be out by 8am.

I'm All At Sea

A clean desktop and a new messenger skin

=D

Last Weekend

Disko Papan @ Cloth & Clef was great!

Around 3am slot. Half awake mofos playing on stage.

We gave away 10 different kinds of personal messages in our D.I.Y Demo CD for the lucky people who waited for our set at Cloth & Clef, Disko Papan @ Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

Khottal is an awesome band, accordions, piano, xylophone, drums and some instrument that I’m not sure of. Energetic music. They’ve got Soul!

It’s damn tiring and I’m smiles all over when we touched down in Singapore. 2 days without sleep causes to to have random flashes of gray-scale in my vision. It’s scary but funny at the same time. It all ended well and soon I’ll feel rejuvenated. After I take care of the flu brought in from KL.

Sleepily, I called Mom first to tell her that I’m okay and on the way home. And Qiqi next ‘cause I just miss her too much. Hahaha! I slept when I got home till the next day but only to wake up to have food. I feel as if I’m a big fat cow!

Thanks Esam, The Stoned Revivals, the bands/djs/performers, Esam & Nikotina familia, Cloth and Clef Familia!

Thanks for flying with Crackerjack, and Spacedays.



Today’s Monday, still a bit lethargic but I’ll get through the day well. I hope. Today is dedicated to Dad, sending to the hospital for his CT Scan and spend little bit of quality time with him and Mom =)

Fuck Monday blues. It’s supposed to be a holiday!

Weekends Baby

Friday night gig and homeclub.

Saturday early morning flight to kl and gig much later in the day.

Sunday back home to rest awhile before my farewell dinner with the folks.

That's the weekend's gonna be.

I'm not a rockstar yet.

This is so lovely.

about dad

there's going to be ct scan at the hospital for broken shin.

there's going to be bone transplant operation from the hip to the shin.

no point operating the cheekbone 'cause the nerves' already damaged.

the 2 crushed spinal bone is healing very slowly.

the fractured rib cage would be healed in a few month time.

still on walking frame and wheelchair and back/neck braces.

overall, he's like an overgrown baby but he's a happy man because of mom.

sometimes i'll get nightmare about him and sometimes mom.

get well soon!

modern motherhood

Nikotina Collectibles

http://nikotinacollectibles.blogspot.com/2010/01/band-announcement-6.html

"I guess the old and jaded scenestars should learn a thing or two from the young ones!" - Esam Salleh

Bukit Bintang here I come!

Congrats

Banzai

Not expecting much from 2010.

Just hoping that Dad will recover fast.

And... I'm quiting my job soon.

And... my band's going KL to perform in a few days time. That's the only exciting part.

And... the new year celebration at Gallery Hotel was awesome. Hope to do it again but next time.

And... I'm having on off fever. But I'm okay.

And... payday is coming.

Woosh!~