baybeats just now

The Great Spy Experiment. they're still the best.

i noticed that i wrote a lot of junks on the last post. hahaha!

doesn't matter much bitch

at crawlspace with the ahjey's last weekend. can't say much about the chunkfest audition and the junction 8 charity show. performing was already great even without the crowd. the most rubbish days ever. since the fasting month, gigging come to a slow. so more time to concentrate on some new materials and going out to get inspirations, hopefully. school is out by the way and i got nothing better to do but hang around. hahaha.

i'm still relying on my parents for god knows how long. they quite irritated in some ways but i don't care. i'm going home late more often now just for hanging out with the usual suspects which i love to do. i've been smoking loads like always. still stuck with old clothes. cleared up most of them and left practically little whats left. i've been using my brothers' stuff and got him pissed and complaint to my mom. but i don't care. i'm still stuck with skinny jeans and tight t-shirts and stuff. one of my jeans tore on the backside because it's too tight. i woke up in the afternoon most of the time and always on the internet especially on facebook. i randomly found myself on the flstudio fiddling with rhythms and beat trying to make a "song" but i think it sucks in the end. i like watching cooking shows since i was young, even documentaries and stupid animal shows. i cut down on watching cartoons which i think i'm becoming more mature in some ways. and yes i'm still single, still finding the right one but i really have no idea what am i doing most of the time. i've not been dating for like a year already so you know the rest. every night on clear night sky i'll open up my bedroom window and stargaze till i fell asleep. and on random occasion i'll sit under my block stoning to nothing or hang out at the corridor and watch the sunset. it's beautiful. some nights i'll have insomnia and it's really irritating. some nights i'll just get a little emotional when the past kept creeping back on me like an asshole and make me look like a pathetic loser. yesterday, mom really got upset when i told her that i will continue to smoke till my dying days. she don't really care about me that much like before and that's pretty great.

now it's for the music and the friendship. about love, it's hard to say but i've been having crushes on multiple girls and i find it amusing in a way. easy say i'm searching for a wife material not some puppies that i've to take care of everytime she get's into deep shit. i'm very very selective.

so, "my life is so wonderful and miracle". kudos.

oh, some minahmakesureyoushavefragrancehotel just added myspace for whatthefuckreason there is. do i have to say more... tsk!

the day before puasa

dinner at newton - hazreel's treat.

talking to that little rascal can really make my day. somehow.

and down to fareast plaza & floating platform at bedok reservoir.

playing overseas

footage at taman perling, johor baharu, malaysia.

and going

today's gig at *scape was cancelled due to some stupid admin problem as said by the organizer. i can't believe she said that last minute. it doesn't matter much to me 'cause of the "satisfying" set of bands performing. but i was disappointed that i couldn't step my foot on the *scape on the 8th itself.

next two weeks, there'll be a gig at Junction 8 for a charity gig. then there'll be a rush down to *scape gig by the same organiser above mentioned, on the same day if this gig happens. yea, i'm not that contented anyway. it's going to be a hell of a day that day.

alright, on the 23rd there'll be a gig at Crawlspace at Straits Records. yea, a day after a day. it's going to be tiring and by then i'll be awfully lethargic. it's fasting month, so yea. that's it about Crackerjack's gig days.

my life revolves around this band thingy besides school. basically that's it. about school work, it'll soon be over and i hope i pass all my subjects for graduation. i'm so looking foward to that day.

about my love life, hmm... there's not much happening. it's like when you like someone so much that you cried before sleep, looking at the picture and realised after that you're in love with this person. and there's nothing you can do about it when all you get back is just uncertainties. *sigh*

anyways, happy national day!

a break soon?

last 2 weeks taman perling, last week at ite clementi, this saturday at *scape, 22nd at *scape and junction 8, 23rd at crawlspace. much of a singapore tour already!